Sucks

Hello November and goodbye October.
Life suckkkksss. Start this november with tears. Im tired of crying. Please to all of you dont asked me "what university will i go? what major will i take?". Please dont asked me those questions. im sick of it. i dont want to think about that this fast, because i know something unexpected will happen later. I just not brave enough to face the truth. I know everything will be okay, but i prefer it to be awesome.

Seems like time past too fast. Although i hate school, Although every morning im lazy to wake up and study, but trully deepl inside my heart, i still want to go to school. I still want my high school life. I dont want to graduate this fast. My life would changed after i graduate, i can guarantee that and im gonna miss you so much, miss you until its hurts. I know something i dont expect will happen. You will study to Bandung. Yeah it is not far away from Medan, but i still dont know yet where i will be, maybe we cant meet each other like we used to. Things will change, asap. Then tell me what to do now!

Now, all i want to know is enjoying my high school times with my friends, i only have about 6 more months before i graduate. So, i wanna fill it with laugh, jokes, joy. Bless me!

Love,