Last Hours of October

Today is 31 October which means the last day of October. Several hours later, we enter a new month, the second last months in 2010. Time past so fast, isnt it? yeaah, by the time past, i had so many trouble, problems that i must faced and solved. I just tried and now i am tired. I started and ended October with tears. What would you say? And Happy hallowen everyone! trick or treat? you know im affraid of ghost and sth like that. So in this hallowen i just stayed at home. Not like last years, i cried in front of ghost house. Funny? i dont want celebrate hallowen anymore. Better stay at home. Hollowen with tumblr. hahahaha. Boo!


For someone out there, i just hope you will read my blog. I know you hate me. I know everyone hates me. you talked about me on twitter? I dont know is it just my feelings or it is true. but if it is yes true, dont talk behind me, talk in front of me please, dont say it on twitter. Dont talk to everyone. If you were me, how would you feel? ashamed? just please think about other's feel. I dont know what is my fault, if you keep do this, i can tell everyone who you trully are. i dont want to make any problem with you, behave. We used to be close friends, not because of trivial issues you become my enemy and i become your enemy. We can slove problems, but not by typing each other a twitter, that's doesnt work. You can say sorry first right? *just hoping (: i know everything will be okay. (You know what i mean, good one). I'm not the type that smart to delay a problem, if I have a problem, I have to finish as soon as possible.

This is my last years of school, i just dont want to make enemy, make lots of friends is better. Everybody hates us now (i meant our sitting row) even teachers also hate us. We are not stupid, we just cant absord lesson easily, is that wrong? We are trying to understand, but what if we cant? There's lots of people who are stupider than us, why you just get mad or blame us? Okay if we are noisy, sorry then. We can change. Sorry for all of you who are sitting in others row, i know you guys hate us because of our voice. Because of our voice, teachers always get mad and give so many homework. Sorry then. Please think about our feel. What would you feel, if you are ostracized in the classroom? That's what we felt. Last year of school we should have a good time, but? :( im tired.

and my November wish is :
- better life
- no more problem
- solve all problems
- more happiness
- lots of friend
- more laugh
- less tears
Please November, dont treat me like October treated me.

Love,